Justice . Freedom . Love
This is the no-one-cares- how-many times we are so quiet in the phone… You never know how it feels when you heard nothing but sound of air con, fan or breathing in the other side of the phone… Ya… Cold war again…
No more any reasons… It’s the injustice in our relationship again… He always asked:” Why others not me?” and I just can say:” Please be patient…” He’s just like a kid who wants what he wants… A simple thing… He’s queueing up patiently and somehow something just stopped him… And he has to queue up again… Wait again… Patiently…
At first, I felt nothing… “He should have known since the day he loved me…” There’s what I think for the past two years… But when I looked into it… NO! I can’t continue like this anymore… I can’t be so unfair to the one who really love, really care me… He waited since he held my hand… He is still waiting now… And he is going to wait for more months… Or even years…
He just want a simple thing… Acception from his girlfriend’s parents and hang out with her beside him, telling everyone “Hey! This is my girl!” But… Why it seems so hard, so difficult when it comes to us?
I felt so sorry… But seems I can’t do anything… To help him, to help myself, to help our relationship… The rumours that got into their ears are so not true… But they believe… They never willing to look at this good boy and look deep into him… No… He’s not what they say… Everyone know’s that why not them? Why they willing to a bitch talk crap and not to believe their eyes? Why???
I can’t stand it anymore… Even he can wait patiently but I can’t… Stop controlling me… Stop controlling my relationship… I want what a couple want… Simple… I want justice for my dear… Simple… Please give me back the justice and freedom that supposingly belong to me… Please…
*Renz… I’m sorry… Sorry for letting you to wait for the past two years… Few months more, I will prove to them We can do everything right… Thanks for the patient you’ve given since you hold my hand… We will get back everything we suppose to have… God will lead us to the right road… And… I love you… Really love you…*
is ok! Jia you!!